i can’t forget it, though i’ve tried
i know you regret it, love,
you told me so many times.
but I still wonder,
you left with her
and left me behind
take your hands off him
‘cause he’s the only one that I
have ever loved
and please don’t find her skin
when you turn the lights out
i can’t erase it
from my mind
i just replay it, over,
think of it all the time.
but I don’t want to imagine
words you spoke to her that night.
naked bodies look like porcelain,
you both knew I’d be bleeding inside….
did she make your heart beat faster than I could?
did she give you what you hoped for?
oh, nights of loveless love, I hope it made you feel good,
knowing how much I adored you